Meh I really need to blog more...

Ok so I don't think that many people read this but anyway so I tried reaching out to a certain person this past week and caught with them more or less the whole conversation felt like I was walking on egg shells trying to break them found out they cut me off because they didn't trust me thought I would use something against them so blocked me on Facebook I don't even understand where that thought even came from they were a really close friend whether they consider me it or not I do I would never hurt them or do anything that would hurt them...not intentionally anyway but I found out what I wanted...I wanted to make sure they were happy with life and such because of they are happy I'm happy and I guess that goes even if I'm not in it id sooner them be happy and not have me burden them down with past actions or fear of getting hurt....also I'm moving this weekend back with my brothers cheap rent and transferring jobs so I don't need to find an new one so that's good as far ad relationships go for me...nonexistent  I guess I'm that one guy doomed to be  "too good of a friend to not want to ruin the friendship we have" other then that I'm loving life gonna get back to biking here once I get back to being settled in with my bros and everything...I keep saying I'll keep up with this I know but I think I'm going to try and keep up with this maybe try and see if some of my other friends want to write in it who knows maybe just start a forum or something...well that's all for now